“You said, ‘I never want children.’”
He lowered his head.
“You didn’t say you were scared.”
Silence.
“You didn’t say you needed time.”
Another silence.
“You said never.”
“I was an idiot.”
“No.”
Emma looked directly at him.
“You were honest.”
She told him everything.
The high-risk pregnancy.
The twin-to-twin transfusion syndrome.
The surgery before birth.
The months in neonatal intensive care.
The fear.The hospital bills.
The nights spent praying beside incubators.
Nathan sat motionless.
“I didn’t know,” he whispered.
Emma’s eyes filled with tears.
“You didn’t ask.”
That was what shattered him.
Because it was true.
She hadn’t vanished.
She hadn’t moved across the world.
She had been in the same city.
Fighting for their sons alone while he chased skyscrapers and magazine covers.
“Let me pay the medical debt,” he pleaded.
“No.”
“Please.”
“This isn’t a bill, Nathan.”
“Then tell me what I can do.”
Emma stared at him.
“For once in your life?”
She paused.
“Nothing fast.”
After a long silence, she finally spoke.
“You can see them.”
Nathan looked up.
“Five minutes.”
His heart stopped.
“But they’re sleeping.”
He nodded.
“And you don’t talk.”
The boys’ room glowed beneath a moon-shaped nightlight.
Ethan slept sideways across the bed.
Noah hugged a stuffed dinosaur.
They were real.
Not a mistake.
Not a consequence.
His sons.
Nathan dropped to one knee.
Ethan had the same cowlick Nathan had as a child.
Noah had Emma’s long fingers.
Their small chests rose and fell beneath superhero blankets.
“Do they ask about me?” he whispered.
“They used to.”
The answer hurt.
“What did you tell them?”
“That their father lived far away.”
Nathan deserved worse.
“And now?”
Emma looked away.
